30 December 2009
my first wish for NY :a tattoo
MOO-rning =)
used to said that to someone but things had changed and 2010 is in few hours away. sigh!!! Why do i have to be nervous whenever new years' come :\ but this is not an ordinary nervous ive ever felt for my enntire life. this is odd, very odd from every new years' eve.
(i just woke up so my brain not yet functioning) HEHE.
i wanted to say something, i wanted to express it all but i couldn't. gaaaah wth am i talking here, useless! oh well, happy new year everyone and to all a happy life. if you ask me what do i miss the most in 2009, it'll be everything about you baby &i am going to miss that, very much.
im going to miss how you loved me.
im going to miss how you touched me.
im going to miss how u drive me all the way for me with all the songs we sang.
im going to miss the jokes we used to make.
im going to miss your scent the most.
im going to miss your funny faces.
im going to miss your scary families who i thought that they'r mine too.
im going to miss everything!
im sorry to all of you
asalamualaikum
Labels: stupid girlfriend
Ms. Qeena ended @ 11:23 AM
27 December 2009
i love you still
you blame me, i blame you back
you hit me, i hit you back
you pull the trigger, i shoot
you close you eyes, i smile
you hate me, i love you, still.
very random &ugly, assalmualaikum.
Labels: random
Ms. Qeena ended @ 2:23 PM
23 December 2009
a mixed feeling
It has been the hell of a road here. i felt like jumping off the cliff &nobody even bothered to grab me from behind. like "insecure" perhaps. yeah i was trying to get over things and back to how it was but somehow i just can't do it because of a stupid feeling of mine, "insecure". there's too much questions in my head that i couldnt even answered myself. i just need that person thats all im asking.
Do i miss you: hell much
Do i love you: right now... i don't know.
im sorry.
asslamualaikum
Labels: lost
Ms. Qeena ended @ 11:53 PM
